A Perception


         When we look through history books, it is not surprising that parts of it are about the life and works of Rizal. Our national hero is very popular and highly regarded for his martyrdom. In fact, his name isn’t just evident in journals or books but also seen in postcards and cigarette wrappers, even in random things like bottles or just designs for an artwork.

            Rizal’s life becomes an inspiration to many. But despite having numerous abilities and talents; achievements; and skills, he is still human. Stated below are 3 facts about Rizal that will make you realize that he’s just like any of us.

He was stingy.

           Every penny counts. Rizal made sure that every coin that is being take out of his pocket is used for something that qualifies its worth. Before checking into hotels, he would book a room that does not include breakfast in its accommodation, instead the money allotted for it will be used to buy tea, biscuits, and alcohol. He would also ration his portions so that it would last for a month, or more, that way he will be able to save money. In one incident, he and his roommate Jose Alejandrino agreed to split a box of biscuits between them for a month. And you know what happened? Alejandrino finished his portion in only 15 days! On the other hand, Rizal managed to make it last for the entire month.

           There are times when Rizal would neglect personal hygiene, YES, PERSONAL HYGIENE, I mean who would do that??? Anyway, in one of his letters to his sister, he mentioned that he went without taking a bath for a long time because it is too expensive. However, his stinginess couldn’t be seen when we’re talking about photographs. Rizal made sure that a budget is allocated it. The number of photos we have of him today serve as proof that he loved taking pictures of himself.

He suffered from depression.

         Just like a normal person, Rizal is also prone on suffering from sadness, heartbreaks, and homesickness. When Rizal heard abut his family’s persecution in Laguna, he wrote a letter to Ferdinand Blumentritt just on the eve of his departure to Brussels which stated that he would have committed “a great folly” and the only thing that stop him from doing so is his faith in God. Rizal never directly stated what his statement meant, but author Jose Baron Fernandez postulated that Rizal was likely thinking of committing suicide for he felt guilty for causing his family discomfort and suffering.

Rizal was a frequent target of bullying
            Rizal has always been sensitive about his height. Also, he suffered from massive inferiority complex as a boy. He was short, underweight, has uneven shoulders, and born with a big head. This unique qualities of him became the reason for him to become a frequent target of bullying in his youth.
These scenarios made me realized that:
·       It is normal to feel sad, broken, or bitter. These are uncontrollable emotions but keep in mind that these should only remain as “emotions” and would not swallow your whole personality or way of thinking.
·     Indeed, sufferings are a part and parcel of life but it’s up to us how we are going to handle it and come up with solutions in order to overcome it. At the end of the day, it will still revert back on how we perceived the situation

What if you (Rizal) decided to commit suicide during those unfortunate occasions and were given a chance to be reborn in the present time, are you going to continue the broken advocacy that you were fighting for given that the current state of the country and its people gradually loses its freedom?

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